the rarest

i'm so sorry.

I've been having a very changing week.

a week full of blue-moon rarities.

of things i was not sure could happen anymore.

the kansas city chiefs won their third game in a row.
(football was not something i chose to love, meet my mama)

i asked for help.

and i something shifted in my soul,

something that made me say,

no

you cannot break me anymore,

when all i really wanted

was to let myself be a twig

in hands that could 

gently obliterate me

and then convince me i needed such decimation.

it is a rare day.